Mom is complaining that I haven't blogged in a while so here goes. We are well into the school year and I am loving my job. I am so thankful that God always puts me where he wants me. Today I went to KU medical center and met with an endocrinologist to discuss getting my diabetes under tighter control and get on the track for weight loss. My a1c was 7.3% down from 7.7%. I am happy that it has dropped but my goal is to have it under 6.6%. I know I have a lot of work ahead of me but I am determined to do this. I cannot move forward with having a child until I get that under control. Jake and I have been talking about our future (getting married and having kids) and I think we are on the same page. We want it to happen soon but we also know that I need to get my health under control before we move forward with that. I am determined to do this. It is my goal to be in the 6s by my next appt. in Feb. I will not start trying to have kids until I am at a 6.5% or below. I am inspired by my lil sis and her amazing journey of hard work and determination to have a child. I am changing the way I use my pump immediately and meeting with a dietician on Dec. 30th. I can do this. My mind is set and I will not fail. I know that once I am under control and have lost weight, I will feel so much better. I ask for all your prayers on this journey. I will be leaning on God to get me through this. I can't wait to marry the love of my life and grow our family. I know that God knows the desires of my heart and that he will make a way for me. Guess this is it for now. I'll try to update soon.
Till next time,
Beck
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So proud of you for taking the first step. It's hard work but I know you can get there. Love you so much. <3
ReplyDeletei know u can do this im proud of u I hope all your dreams come true let god lead u in all things love u always m
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