Monday, January 18, 2010

It's a Good Life

What else can I say?  My life is so good right now.  I am finally happy after what seems like an eternity of misery.  I am no longer in the ups and downs and wondering who I am going to come home to.  I come home to my dog who is always happy to see me.  I am happy with the choice I made a little over a month ago.  I haven't looked back but instead tried to move forward and get my life in order.  I am going to the gym, spending time with friends and family, focusing on my job, getting my finances in order, and taking care of me.  That's right----I am taking care of me----putting me first for the first time in I don't know how long.  It feels good.  I am trusting in God to lead me where I need to go and I feel good about myself and my life.  I am enjoying life and all it has to offer.  I miss my sister but am so happy for the personal journey she is on.  Many prayers have been answered for her.  I am so thankful for the time I get to have with Payton and I try to make the most of it.  We have a blast when we are together and he is such an awesome kid.  I love him so much!  Now if I can just figure out what I am going to do about my job, I will be okay.  Till next time....

Beck