Love Dare

I am at a point in my relationship where things aren't going well. We are in this cycle of having these huge, knock-down, drag-out arguments where I don't know where anything stands and then suddenly things are fine and normal (whatever that is) for a few days. I am emotionally drained. I love Jake and Payton more than anything but don't know how much longer I can do this. I have mentioned counseling which Jake refuses to do. I saw the movie Fireproof and came across the Love Dare book and thought this was something that might help get us back on track. Jake doesn't seem too interested in it but said he would think about it. I just want us to get back to where we were. I am tired of the fighting. I know that we are both unhappy and neither of us want to live our lives that way. But don't want to give up too soon either. I just pray that we find some way back to the love and respect we once had for each other. I know that if it is meant to be, it will be. And if not,..................................:(

Till next time,
Beck